“When a though of war comes, oppose it by a stronger thought of peace. A thought of hatred must be destroyed by a more powerful thought of love.”

On Thu, Jul 17, 2008 at 12:03 AM, : - ) wrote:
> Dear Mr. GM,
>
> I’d like to withdraw the previous letter for I don’t think complaint it’s a good way to solve the problem which ‘liability’ is not clear. On the other hand, I’ve calmed down and I think I still can make friendship with them for keeping nice and consider some useful strategies. I’m afraid that if the last letter is putted on the table and it will make the relationship even worse.
>
> So, Mr. GM, please ignore this two letters with the above reasons.
>
> Well, for showing I have done something I’d like to attach a document which is some kind of a manual instruction. And this manual is still under construction for I still learning the whole business of the insurance claim.
>
> Thank you very much.
>
> Best regards,
> : - )
>
> On Wed, Jul 16, 2008 at 7:36 PM, : - )wrote:
>> Dear Mr. GM,
>>
>> I’m sorry to interrupt your busy office hours because I’m not sure whether the following issues are the problem or not. Or maybe just my own fault.
>>
>> I was told that I need to take note of what I had done everyday today for someone “reported” “I don’t know what is he doing everyday”. I’m wondering if I follow this “instruction” to protect myself, how much time I should take to write down every actions I have done the whole
>> working day which I don’t even have 20 minutes just sitting there doing nothing. And I’m also interested of this sentence had changed which was “he can’t handle the process”.
>>
>> OK, never mind, I really have to admit that I was a very slow learner for the process but as long as I don’t know the whole process then I think I don’t have the confidence to handle the customer’s questions. For example, I don’t know how to finalized the repair costs with the
>> insurance company because “you don’t have the experience yet, we will show you after you have the experience”. I accepted this and it’s also a good thing for me to familiar with the basic knowledge and processes, and it’s also need to take time which one colleague told she had spent six months to manage everything.
>>
>> Well, I’m sick and tired about this office environment. If my behaviors were not showing respection for them, why not just tell me and I can change it? I don’t think I’m not a easy going person. Back to the topic, since they knew I’d done nothing the whole day, why don’t they just share the work with me if they’re busy, or if not so busy why they don’t teach me the further steps and allow me enjoy the not so busy time with them?
>>
>> Also, the environment of our company is like a “it’s not my business” when something wrong happened. I don’t think this is a good attitude to improve our company’s business since we can all learn from the mistake and then improve our working system.
>>
>> If the answer is as simple as ‘because he is not at our side or he is a man and we’re women’, I won’t say a word again about this.
>>
>> My God had told me to keep silence about this for everyone is not easy in the world. Sorry, I have a very bad emotion today and writing this unhappy email to you.
>>
>> Thank you for invited me to join this company and hope I can contribute my own power to improve the company’s business.
>>
>> Thanks for your time.
>>
>> Wish you with all my best,
>> : - )
>> 16 July, 2008

But at last, I’d like to say some people need to be:

One more

说到最后，不知如何结束，那就这样吧。

就算如此，能够挽回那些心酸的回忆么，那些已经是生命的一部分，怎能忘记。是我要求太多，还是在错误的时间遇到错误的我，LN，保重。

偶尔在宿舍蹿了上来，因为某个房间无线接入点没有加密，同时也在这里跟大家说声Happy April Fools’ Day! 也就是在这个时候描到了K’!!的一篇形而上的日志，第一次从这里打他在宿舍的电话，因为有些时候不一定看得懂那些文字。待搞清楚了来龙去脉后不免有点担心也有点开心，担心的是他是否能够处理好这些事情，开心的是K’!!跟我说他的想法，毕竟大家有时感觉到有点陌生，很多时候我都是通过家里人的口中知道他的一些轶事。

留得青山在，不怕没柴烧
但是过了一段时间铁的事实还是告诉我，无论我加歌还是加视频，没有犀利的文字，还是像一个小学没毕业的美女。我在校园看到光秃秃的树上慢慢突出的叶芽，看到叶芽长成嫩嫩的叶子，看到嫩嫩的叶子长成大片大片比较不嫩的叶子时，我都在后悔没带相机出来；在宿舍里心情无比郁闷的时候，我都在想，我应该出去照一张无比郁闷的照片，比如乌云密布，天空灰暗，下着毛毛细雨，凉凉的细风又把毛毛细雨刮成让人看不清摸不透的迷雾，路上，屋顶上行尸走肉般的人在毫无目的地在移动。然而我总是照不出这样的照片。我感觉得到，却看不到。但是今晚我看到了，比我构思的情景还要恐怖，还要让人撕心裂肺。2008年的3月30日晚，我又一次被吓破了胆。当我在宿舍很和谐地搽着药酒，心里骂着07届的人真是营养过剩发育超常把我撞得全身肌肉肿痛，脚趾甲差点翻了时，不和谐的事情发生了。我只觉得我的人生要毁在这件愚蠢的事情上面了。同学，老师，甚至肥肥的保安头子，仿佛他们刚刚吃过用担心加上责备再加上很多很复杂的配料做成的饭，都在喷着担心加上责备加上很多很复杂的情绪的语气问我：到底发生什么事了？我说：我真的不清楚到底发生什么事了。我真的不清楚到底发生了什么事。找人的时候，我在对自己说，我要怎么办？我会不会因此变成石头人活死人了？我要不要因此离开这里了？我要怎样跟我的家人还有同学老师还有肥肥的保安头子解释？当事情很喜剧性地结束时，我全身酸痛的肌肉在互相支撑着我没有让我坐在湿湿的路边上，也支撑着我挪回了宿舍。

无论这世界多么黑暗，我们都应该明白，光明总是存在的。这世界上既然有了光明，还有什么是可怕的呢？再说，这世界上还有很多东西值得我们去奋斗，去珍惜，是不是？

另一方面Liu Jie她们那边的事情也像好的方向发展，可以肯定的是安心的跟过去说再见了，大家都从这里学到很多，虽然有时候代价满大，但也是一种经历。回想起来也没有损失什么，得到的是更加巩固的关系。在整个三月份似乎都没有学到什么东西，因此认为是时候开始新的计划和坚定的行动。昨天新的模块也开始了，没有一个同学是陌生的，也更能够安心地专注fucking vocabulary和grammar。根据博X的留言，似乎这段时间国内访问不是很流畅，但是经过他坚持不懈的努力，仿佛已打通这个通道。在Automatic Upgrade的帮助下，也轻松的升级到Wordpress 2.5。

今天是愚人节，但在这里要祝愿K’!!，Liu Jie有个运气好的爆满的新篇章。

Hi, I just found out why I was liked to bought you chocolates as a present. I found out I learned that from Forrest Gump. You know I like this film very much. Then I realized that this connection really made me sad. I hope you’re fine and have a happiness life, both of you. Do you know people can hear a boy crying at night? Do you know how many roads must a man walk down before they call him a man? Do you know the man’s heart also fell down when he saw windflowers flew? They told me the answer is blowing in the wind.

Well, I just want to find out the relationship of the American’s history which have mentioned in the film.

此为灌水日志。

经不住和菜头的“剧透”，去下载了Sommersby来看，第一次是法文版，没有那个所谓的让和菜头看到那里马上退碟的场景。不甘心，再去找另外一个emule文件，这次是英文+中文字幕版，但是还是没有那个“天人合一”的感动常在背景音乐。不免有点失望。没有从片头看起，过程已经很明白了。看完后（几分钟时间），觉得老外（专指美国佬）的感情倡导“只在乎曾经拥有，不在乎天长地久”。

Phil Collins - Against All Odds

总结：
能不看剧透就尽量不要看。